Third times a charm, right?

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There were only a couple of people who were supportive of me giving Bradley another chance. I didn't blame the ones who didn't, Bradley had done me wrong & no one wanted to see me hurt again. I had come so far on my own, I didn't need or want another set back. I was finally happy with myself and was a totally different person. No one wanted me to change back to the unhappy person I was before. But it wasn't up to anyone else to make decisions for me. I wanted this for myself. I also felt like since we had Owen, if Bradley wanted to give it another chance then I needed to. I made up my mind that I wasn't going to let myself change back to who I was before. I wasn't going to get hurt and things would have to be different this time around. 

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