Learning to trust again

I have always had a problem with trusting people. Just about every relationship I have ever been in I have been cheated on, pushed around, or verbally abused. It was hard to trust Bradley when we were married, I'm not sure if it was just because of my past relationships or if it was because he was constantly in the bars, or both. When I decided to give Bradley another chance after our divorce, I wondered if I would ever be able to trust him again. At first it was hard for me to trust him, with us still living in two separate houses I didn't know what he was doing when he wasn't with me. With every day that passes it gets easier and easier to trust him. Bradley knows he messed up, he says "it was just a bad time in my life." Bradley also knows that he is only getting one second chance. I truly believe with my whole heart that Bradley knows what he wants now and that we will forever be together. I know I have said this before, but it is just so amazing how far we have come and how God has blessed us with the second try at our relationship. I have had girls contact me and say that they are going through the same things that I have been through. My advice to anyone who is going through it is to never give up on your spouse, and to never lose the faith.