In God's timing
This weekend marks a year ago when hell was breaking loose at the Hooper household. My life was falling apart, Between lawyer appointments, looking for a house for Owen & myself, and trying to find a cheaper car I was stressed to the max! During this time I had went with my friend Elizabeth to a consignment sale with our little boys. I was a hot mess, constantly crying. Well on our way home I got pulled over by a cop, of course I was still a mess, & still crying. I couldn't find my insurance card or anything but the sweet man let me go with a warning ( I know it was because he felt sorry for me.) He said "slow down & I hope everything works out for you." I remember as soon as I left i called my mother (still crying) telling her "Something has got to give! I just got pulled over & the cop wouldn't even give me a ticket cause he felt so sorry for me!!" As I look back on my life a year ago, I laugh. Yes it was one of the hardest things I have had to go through & I wouldn't wish divorce on anyone but it made me grow so much for me and for my future second husband. If I could go back and change one thing it would be that I would of had God in my life like I do today. I shouldn't have been so stressed and such a hot mess. Of course it's natural to stress out when your going through hard times but that's when you have to give it all to God. He has it all planned out for each and every one of us, just like he did for me.
A lot has changed in a year, Bradley & I have been married for over a week now (Woo Hoo!!) Of course there are days where we get on each other's nerves or we make each other mad (what married couple don't?) but compared to a year ago we are so much better and have made it so far together, with God of course!! Just to be honest- I used to have doubts about Bradley & I (whenever we were first giving it another try) I didn't know if we could make it. But now with each and every day that passes I know more and more that Bradley & I can make it through anything and always come out on top, together! I am so thankful for the man I call my husband.
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